Jason Cotton's Blog

4 years ago I was laying in bed and I heard those words “I love you.”  Spoken in this little unsure girls voice.  She couldn’t believe that she said those words to me.  She was afraid I’d reject her.  I’ve loved her before that night and since that night, through everything, even cancer.

Call me a romantic or wishful thinking to think I could possibly be with someone like her.  I don’t care, we’ve been through many hard times, opinions and fights and yet 4 years later I love her even more than I did that fateful night.

Happy Anniversary Booboo, Punky, Babe, Gorgeous, Sexy

I’m at a loss as to what to write lately.  I have been doing a lot of tests and a lot of sleeping.  And for the most part I’m trying to be sensible and stay home and not over do it.

I have gone back into work for a couple of hours to help stead off depression and self pity.

And before anyone tells me I’m overdoing it don’t worry I have several people checking on me daily and when they feel I’m pushing to much they “ground” me.  Like just this morning I didn’t want to get out of bed I was exhausted so they called me for the quick minute they had to hear my voice.  If she felt that I was overdoing trust me she’d yell at me.  She doesn’t think I should be at work but she hasn’t yelled at me “yet”.

I don’t have the results to my tests yet so I don’t know much,  I know some but I’m not willing to spill it just yet until I’m sure.

Happy Birthday Crystal Marie I am glad that I made it to see your 2nd Birthday