Jason Cotton's Blog

I heard this song on the radio and this describes perfectly how I’ve been feeling the last month or so.

I know that I’ve been very neglegent on my writing and I promise that I will be posting here soon.

Lately my life has been full of ups and downs and I’ve been coping with some things that have cropped up and until I was able to deal with them I didn’t feel like writing or do much of anything to be honest.  But sometime this weekend or next week I will give a very long drawn out update for you all.

I am going to continue to fight, I’ve fought this long and to give up now seems well assinine.  But that’s not what this post is about.  This post is about the support system that I have.  Even with the personal issues and the differences amongst the people in my support group without them all I’d not have been able to continue the fight as long as I have.

Donnett: My rock my decision maker

Bea and Deb: Two women that have given up so much and have effected their personal life in not so good ways.  Without them I’d surely would have not been able to do this.

My Parents: Always being there  and  forgiving me and accepting my decisions even when my actions hurt them.

Crystal: Booboo, smacking me when I need it, hugging and holding me when I need it.  Being there through it all and taking that chance on some guy you barely knew.  Not leaving me alone when I tried to crawl into those pits of dispare.  The one who holds the key.

Jeremy: Giving me a place to just hang out and drink some beer.  No not beer New Castle.

Glenda: For teaching me the right mindset to fight this demon.  I miss you very much.

All of my friends and family that have believed in me through this all.

Without you all I would not still be here.  In six days it will be 8 years that I’ve…. No that we’ve been fighting this.

Thank you all.