Jason Cotton's Blog

Many times when we do things, at the moment of doing them we don’t think of how it effects others.  Cancer for example, I did everything in my power to survive and live that in doing so I damaged some friendships and destroyed others.  At the time what was more important life or someones feelings?  Now that I’ve been free of cancer for awhile again I need to pay attention again to those friends and loved ones that were there for me for so long and not necessarily “fix” what I did but make amends.  

Now that I’m able to talk about it with them tell them why I did the things I did made the choices I made.  Good and bad.

It’s not about cancer or suicide or…. well life.  Everything we do has a repercussion good or bad.  

I’ve been put on the receiving end of a bad with the Suicide of a friend, I’m responsible now for many things that honestly I’m not equipped to handle.  Like I’ve said before suicide isn’t an option in my world it’s selfish and thoughtless and it effects others more than realized.  

How you deal with the repercussions and your actions is the true mark of the person you are.