Jason Cotton's Blog
My Fight, My Life, My views on life
The park isn’t closed
As I said in the last blog cancer is on the back burner but it’s effects are still running through my system. Today my hands were swollen and yellowish and my skin was pale. So off I went to the hospital I went to get worked on again then sleep the afternoon away. After 10 years of damaging my system with the drugs and treatments, my body has taken a toll.
Is all the damage worth it?
Hell yes it is, I’m still alive
Who do you get your strength from?
So many times I sit and write about myself and my life but what about those around me? The ones who’ve help me fight this demon? They are the unsung heroes, without them I’d not be able to fight like I do or as long as I have. Each of them offers something. Continue reading
Rough Day
Worked this morning then did my radiation treatment. I’m worn out from of course over doing it and going back to work already. I know I know I go back to early and over do it…. But that’s not what makes today so hard on me.
See Maggie is in the other room in her kennel because it’s not safe for her to be around me while I’m radioactive. Problem is she “know’s” daddy’s home, even though I’ve not said a word or gone close to that room she know’s it’s me. Now I’m sitting quarantined for the next 18 hours and my lil love monster can’t come near me and she so wants to.
Know what I’m listening to? Her crying for her daddy.
Aftermath
People may think that I hate the surgeries and treatments. I don’t like them that’s for sure but the part that I don’t like the most is the feeling afterwards.
See to get to my lung they had to go through my rib cage through my muscle wall and spread my ribs. Have you ever broken your ribs? Hurts to breath hurts to lay down it just, well hurts.
It’s worth it though they got all of the spot and so far my numbers are looking great.
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